Elaine

2010-07-30T19:56:00.002+08:00

Wednesday
Happy 2Monthsary =) iloveyou dear
went to ikea after lesson,
then back home to nua nua nua~

Thursday
was damn sick but i still manage to crawl to sch for my CRS presentation
after that rush home to rest,
went to HougangMall to meet up with my sons and co.
buffet at some Jap's restaurant
Thanks for the presents =)
reach home and collapse on my bed with fever, flu and cough

thanks for all the concerns

Friday
feeling better when i wake up
so went for all my lessons.
train to compass, had lunch at sukura with daddy and mummy
nuaing at home now waiting for dear to reach!

2010-07-30T15:34:00.009+08:00

Happy 2Monthsary =) iloveyou

Random pics at Toapayoh =)

i will start to quit smoking! haha

Happy 19Birthday to myself =)

19th Birthday BBQ

ps: only a few photos from each event as bloggers should know that blogspot only allows 5 photos per upload, so it will takes me days to upload all my photos.
wanna view more?. proceed to my facebook. thanks =)

thanks for all the wonderful people who makes my day wonderful =)

2010-07-27T21:59:00.004+08:00

Saturday
its my birthday BBQ!
thanks dear and all those who came! =)
after BBQ went to BZB
its like finally i saw daniel there.......
cab back to dear house.

Sunday
woke up and off we went to ToaPayoh and AMK with popo =)
walk walk walk walk walk...........
stay over at dear house to spend my special day with dear

Monday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! May all my 3 wishes come true =)

went for all my lesson
train back to dear house to change

went to PS search for our couple ring
it is really a challenge for us to find just the right ring that convey the strenght and meaning of our love!

had our dinner at Swensen
train to buy my sticky sticky sweets
wanted to try the durian cake of hotel's restaurant but end up eating cheese cake
walk walk walk walk walk... RO-MAN-TI-KE! =)
cab back to dear house! =)

Tuesday
after lesson train back home
nua awhile and pull myself up for the sake of money
went to Rivervale to get my bursary money
amount cannot be disclose =X hahahaha.

ps: photos will be uploaded soon =)

my most wonderful and special day spend with you,
will be my most dearest memories
because of YOU,TANCHEWMING!
thanks for everything =)
even the simplest thing will be the most sweetest thing i've ever received

2010-07-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

I PRAY FOR MY SWAYNESS TO GO AWAY!

early in the morning misplaced my ez-link card
took half an hour to find it
so i was late for my maths lesson for the first time

after lesson went suntec had jap buffet >> ECP
fell down twice! =(
and that stupid fall did really cause me great pain on my tail bone! =(

after ECP, meet dear and went to GF

without you, my world might have gone upside down
love you dear! =)

2010-07-22T19:24:00.002+08:00

i dream for a fairytale love which everyone knows its impossible.
You enter my life and became a main character in my story.
as i flip back the pages,
i realise, you created my impossible fairtytale love.
there may be time when we stood our own stand
and disagree with each other,
thats the obstacles we have to overcome.
thanks for things you have done and things you havent occurred yet.
i'm grateful that i've you in my life.
3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning
I LOVE YOU
=)

2010-07-22T18:55:00.003+08:00

sibei sian! GEM's lecturer wants to debarr me
my attendance 55% only. ..dots..
i think i will have to retake it.
wed went for massage
and i tio some bug bites on my leg!
damn disguisting now, its swollen, itchy, pain and red! =(

tight schedule coming up!
MY TIME IS NEVER ENOUGH!

your hugs chase away all my sadness,
your smiles brighten up my day
and you are the one that creates all my happiness.
as long as you are beside me,
i'll have the strenght to overcome anything

2010-07-17T15:37:00.002+08:00

nua nua nua~
i only know how to nua every weekend!
emotionally tired, not physically
FEEL LIKE GIVING UP LIKE A LOSER!

I WANNA GO SWIMMING SWIMMING SWIMMING SWIMMING~

its only when you have everything,
you'll be afraid of anything!

2010-07-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

Studies is suffocating me!
stress is increasing each day!
just wish for a off day from stress
I WANNA FREEZE TIME!

Thursday
Finally i can say 'FINALLY I FINISH CRS ESSAY' =)
went home and took a nap
took last train to dear house

Friday
after lesson went to Mrs Thio office for the video shooting discussion till 16:00+
train home and currently waiting for dear to come!

Before i met you, i'd never fallen in love,
i'd only stepped in it a few times.

2010-07-15T01:34:00.006+08:00

Monday
watched WC till 05:30, i support HOLLAND, but lost! sibei sian
went to slp and skipped DCS prac and CTA tutorial
after lesson went to find dear dear,
slept over at dear dear house.

Tuesday
woke up late but i still manage to reach school on time
reach sch then i realise EID labtest is today
ameerah still tot i was joking that i really totally forgotten about it
after lesson went to find dear dear,
stayed over at dear dear house.

Wednesday
late for tutorial the FIRST TIME!
after lesson went to find dear dear,
train home and went to tamp to eat PuTien to celebrate daddy birthday =)
watched Despicable Me! *2thumbsup* damn nice/funny/exciting/cute
bus home and dear help me with my CRS essay

i seriously dont know why Critical Reasoning Skill is needed in a engineering course!
damn NO LINK NO LINK DE!

i think i need to sign up for some english lesson at nearby CC

thanks dear,
you colour my life even when you are black and white
you make me smile even when you are sad
you gave me all even when you have nth
all the bits and pieces you did
brighten up my life!
i'm really grateful that you are mine =)
ILOVEYOUDEAR!
even if sometimes my love is not that obvious
pls remember, ialwaysloveyou =)

2010-07-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

weekend always end so fast!
sian! i feel like nuaing at home one more day!
yesterday slept around 06:00 woke up at 14:00

waited for dear to come,
went to RM daiso
had KFC for dinner
walk back home

maybe i'm the one hurting you

2010-07-10T14:14:00.010+08:00

10July'10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI SHI, may all your wish come true =)

Friday
after lesson went to SSDC to apply for my PDL
went home nua awhile,
bus to ECP
skate till 02:00 and daddy came to fetch us home

Saturday
went to cine
had suki sushi for dinner
watch ip man
walk from orchard to ps with dear

home sweet home =)

love make me do/think things i never thought possible
and TANCHEWMING make my life wonderful =)

2010-07-08T21:56:00.004+08:00

skipped DCS tutorial and went for my dental
didnt went to ssdc due to my shity mood
instead, went skating
feeling damn tired tired tired tired tired!
tml going ECP and will be the third day i'm skating

feeling sick now! =(
PLS! SICK SICK GO AWAY, PLS DONT COME DONT COME DONT COME!
havent eat anything for the day!

i rather get it the hard way!

2010-07-08T11:24:00.001+08:00

Went out yesterday night and reach home about 03:00. Roller blade from Shi Shi and Wendy house back to my house. Slack around at the basketball court.Skipped DCS lecture. Waiting for my lunch time to over now!. Feeling damn damn damn tired. Dental app later and I will be going to ssdc to apply my PDL :)

2010-07-07T23:23:00.003+08:00

Monday
Happy Birthday Victor! =)

after lesson went to meet dear

Tuesday
had my GEMS presentation,
the worst i ever had

after lesson went home and pack my stuff,
stay over at dear house

Wednesday
rush the DCS report out!
the DCS labtest was crap!
cause i have never thought that the lecturer will give us such a easy one
our fault is at the LINE!

after lesson went to dear house
went for my Prac 4 and i PASS!! WOOHOOOO~~~ =)

tanchewming,he is my one and only! =)
loveyou dear! =)

2010-07-04T19:53:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Willy =)
fri after lesson went to Hplaza had Suki sushi for lunch
waited at home for dear to come,
bus to Bzb pub for dear compy
stay over at dear house

sat waited for dear to end work
train back home and prepare for the steamboat
after filling our stomach damn full,
bus to serangoon
drink drank drunk
sing sang sung
stay over at dear house

how nice it is to be at home! =)
i got a fatty bf who keeps eat and eat
worst of all, he spread the virus to me! idiot!

why do you say it when you know ?

2010-07-01T20:32:00.011+08:00

back to blog after being absent for the few days due to tight schedule!
my time is never enough now!

Sunday
went out with dear to vivo walk walk,
had carl's junior and KFC! what a FAT dear i got! hahaha
stayed over at dear house

Monday
Happy Birthday mama,
Happy 1 monthsary! =) loveyoudear
went to chinatown dinner
CTA:64/100

Tuesday
After lesson meet dear
went GF to pool
ACS:28/100

Wednesday
went to cut hair with shi shi,
wanted to watch movie with dear
but was so so so tired, so we cancel it
EID:75/100

Thursday
went swimming with wendy due to my sad sad sad mood!
felt much better after swimming for 20laps! =)
Thanks Wendy =)
DCS:65/100

DISAPPOINTED WITH ALL MY RESULT! ='(
feels that i'm so stupid after taking back my result! =(
tml taking bac maths result!
please dont cui my mood further!

dear,
you are the LUCKY to my CHARM =)
you have always been running around in my mind
so i hope you have slim down alot already! =)
haha, you know i still love you de ! =)

2010-06-27T13:02:00.011+08:00

ECP ECP ECP ECP ECP ECP!
stupid kenneth and marie always late
didnt manage to skate much as my roller blade cui~~~
A NEW ROLLER BLADE IS ADDED TO MY WISH LIST!
kpo willy wanna help some girls rescue their kite,
but failed... saded!!! ........

dear came to find us around evening time =)
waited about an hour for the steamboat

daddy came to fetch us back home =)
enjoyed my day! =)

girl, dont expect too much
and nth can disappoint you! =)

how lucky am i to have a idiot guy called TANCHEWMING =)
iloveyou

2010-06-25T21:52:00.003+08:00

THANKS WENDY! =)
meet wendy at 06:30
went for bike prac 4
and it was raining heavily! WTF!!
when i finish, my jeans, shoe and glove all WET!
and i failed just because i forget to checkback! WTF?!?!.. =(

went to malaysia with wendy
shop shop shop! brough alot of shirt back!
had stonegrill for lunch and stingray for dinner =)
DAMN DAMN DAMN TIRED NOW!

you always be a part of me

2010-06-24T22:32:00.009+08:00

acc dear to SGH for his appointment
damn damn damn long like it takes forever!
walk to chinatown, had mac spicy for lunch

train back to sch meet up with ameerah and eric
plan to revise on CTA but end up playing monopoly deals
ITS ALL AMEERAH FAULT! =x oops!
played pool at moberly

train to meet wendy,
went SSDC for my RTT!
I PASSED!*2THUMBSUP* =)
Thanks wendy
and thanks for all the good luck! =)

tml going for my prac 4!
PLS, just let me pass and i can apply for my PDL! =)
after prac lesson, going malaysia with wendy
staying a night at her aunt house in JB

sat ECP here i come! =)
my dear filled my sunday slot! =)

thanks lily for the advice,
it do help alot! =)

dear,
i'm sorry for things that happen recently
and i'm sorry i run out of creative sweet post for you
but what matter most is
my heart is always true
iNEEDyou dearly
iMISSyou crazily
iLOVEyou truely =)

2010-06-24T01:17:00.005+08:00

THANKS WENDY =)

woke up early in the morning
meet wendy and went for my circuit revision
and RTT(revision)
yishun is flooded today due to the heavy rain!

went home to change
played at ice pool
bus to BZB for dear compy

bus to Hplaza pool with shi shi
cab home

you taught me what selfish-less and selfish-ness is!
tearsdrop

i'm sorry i disappoint you once again! ='(

2010-06-22T23:07:00.013+08:00

Finally meet up with bf today!=)
we stayed at Hplaza from 14:00 till 22:00
Pool>>Kbox>>Suki>>Pool
thanks bf for the listening ears
finally i dumped all my rubbish! =)
feeling better now =)

worth it or not, idk?
even if i'm hurted its ok,
i just dont wanna regret!

IMISSMYDEAR =)
One good thing is enough!
ILOVEDEAR =)

2010-06-21T23:30:00.003+08:00

nua nua nua the whole afternoon!
went to ice pool with dear
bus to BZB for dear compy
today is the BEST game i have ever seen dear played!!
*TWO THUMBS UP* =)

my selfishness ask me to give up
your action prove me right to feel this way
you wont be there when i need you now
am i right to say that ?

my promise is worthless now

dear thanks for everything
i'm really happy to have you in my life =)

2010-06-20T13:10:00.006+08:00

friday woke up by my popo around 10:00+,
ask me bring her to IKEA and GIANT
cab there, had our breakfast+lunch
shopped till 04:00+, cab home

train to meet dear
went to ps walkwalk,
movie at cine, watched toy story 3, funny! =)
stay over at dear house for 2 night
sat went out with dear and his friend

woke up early today to meet shi shi at Hplaza this morning
had our breakfast, played pool
home sweet home!

next week like SO SO SO BUSY!
mon-dear compy and my bike prac
tue-going out with bf
wed-going for my bike prac and ttt
thur-going for my rtt
fri&sat-going malaysia with wendy
sat&sun-ECP here i come! =)
must squeeze one weekday out to go bac to sch to do the CTA prac!
i wish for MORE time time time!
24 hours a day is not enough!

never ever ask me to make a decision ok?
the love is different, it cant be compare!
even if that day really reach,
i'm sure we will face and solved it together
iloveyou, i really do
and i swear i never going to break your heart again
trust me for this once and you will never regret

2010-06-17T15:11:00.002+08:00

had quite a long slp but still feeling tired
waiting for dear dear to tabao my lunch
so so so so hungry and lazy and nua and and and...

i miss sch and i love it
except for the waking up early and travelling part

feel like going swimming ! =) haha
SWIMSWIMSWIMSWIMSWIMSWIM

my life is WONDERFUL since TANCHEWMING is part of it
and i really enjoy it all!
Thanks dear! iloveyou =)

2010-06-17T01:35:00.010+08:00

HAD A WONDERFUL DAY
& dear make it memorable! =)

woke up around 10:30,
train to Kranji mrt with mummy and daddy meet up with dear
JB here i come! =)
cab to HolidayPlaza, make my new spec, ILOVEYOU DADDY! =)
KFC for lunch, i still prefer S'pore KFC, much more tastier! =)

cab bac to CitySquare
i manage to shop 4 tops but none buttom
and some this and that thingy
StoneGrill for dinner! =) YUMMY YUM! =)

daddy and mummy went back to singapore first,
continue to shop with dear! =)

i couldnt imagine my life without you
you make everyday of mine unbelieveable
and precious me like precious!
i cant promise a forever cause i cant predict tml
i cant promise you a future cause i dont know where i'll land up to
i cant promise everything but i will try my best for it
i cant be by your side 24/7 but my heart will
there are alot of things i cant cause i'm not a superwoman
but my heart tells me, i CAN ONLY LOVEYOU! =)
thanks for everything dear!
iloveyou =)

Dear limited creativeness by copying from others!;
Take my hand,i'll take the lead and every turn will be safe with me.
Dont be afraid to fall,
you know i'll catch you through it all.
With every step together, we just keep getting better.
Iloveyou with all my heart,
and i hope you feel the same way too

2010-06-16T00:20:00.010+08:00

TOTALLY A SHIT DAY TODAY!
ELAINE TAN FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW! ='(

woke up around 07:30
meet up with shi shi and wendy
train to Sengkang Swimming complex
first swayness, its raining
second swayness, shi shi couldnt get her standard ticket refund
third swayness, shi shi left her e-zlink card at Hplaza yesterday

walk in the rain to the swimming complex
had 1 1/2 burger
SWIMMING!~~~ =)
met a uncle, he remind us of..............
swim for 20 laps, nua at the pool

bath, train to Hplaza, had our lunch there
something cock up! SHITY
but it was solved.
train to GF meet dear! =)
home sweet home

i'm sorry dear ='(
its my fault and i'm to blame!
kinda having shit mood now!
ELAINE TAN LI JIE IS USELESS!

2010-06-15T01:14:00.007+08:00

Daddy's present! =)

Yesterday SukiSushi with mummy and daddy
train to find dear
stay over at dear house

woke up at 08:00+ but dear is out to work
help him to tidy abit his room

train home, changed
meet dear, train to Tamp brought JI JING for MaMa & PoPo
went to MaMa house for a small birthday celebration

bus back to Tamp, shop for awhile
brought a cute mickey and daddy's birthday/daddy day present
my pocket one big hole, spend like $150 ='(
gonna save money save money!

went to changi airport walk walk
bus back to meet shi shi and wendy
pool, slack
home sweet home! =)

liliy: thanks for the comment & have the photos upload soon! =)

Dear,thanks for bringing a smile to my face,
i hope i am the reason for your smile too! =)
you give me everything i always wanted
and anything i ever want!
dont walk behind me, i dont lead
dont walk infront me, i dont follow
just walk beside me and i'll hold your hand forever =)

2010-06-13T03:02:00.011+08:00

Daniel's angel tatto and devil body! =x

cute fa cai mao! =)

ELAINE TAN ENJOYS HER LIFE NOW
ITS WONDERFUL! =)

wendy came up my house,
have her iphone jailbreaked.
nua nua nua~
reach ECP around 19:30

meet up with willy, daniel join in later.
blade for quite a long time,
but the distance travelled is like much lesser compare to last time
really miss that time when we always hang out at ECP
skating and cycling in a group
and the night is always young
suddenly tot of nich & co. the fast cyclist!
holding them while skating is like heaven! DAMN SHIOK AR!

willy brough me to enjoy a short fast speed down slope!
THAT WAS FUN! i was screaming at the top of my voice!
thanks ar willy! NO SPEED NO FUN!
felt that there is a slight improvement in my skating skill
but i still cant skate alone without holding onto sth.

daddy came to fetch as to Kovan for supper
Home Sweet Home

i clean up my room today and throw things i should have thrown away!

what for being afraid of this and that
when we cant predict what will happen the next sec

i miss dear i miss dear i miss dear
that special idiot of mine =)
i love dear i love dear i love dear

2010-06-12T13:14:00.002+08:00

sibei nua!~~~~
waiting for wendy to come and help her jailbreak her iphone
then proceed to ECP meet up with daniel
and wait for willy to come at night,
going to blade till midnight and ask daddy to fetch me home, hee hee

PLEASE GOD DONT RAIN TODAY!

IMISSDEAR! =)

2010-06-12T02:39:00.002+08:00

thanks dear for making my life great!
you brighten up my life with that idiotic pattern of yours
you make me believe again when i have long lost faith
you shelter me and give me warmth
you're my somebody which i can fall back on
thanks for allowing an imperfect person like me to be in your life
thanks for everything

i am unable to find the suitable word that fits my feeling the best right now
but i just wanna let you know,
you belong with me,
dont ever dare to walk off from my life
and iloveyou, i really do!

SIMPLE LOVE WITH TRUST! =)

2010-06-12T01:55:00.007+08:00

blame sino for this lousy quality! =X haha

took this pic on thur as we're too happy after finishing our easy DCS paper!

went to slp at 02:00 intended to wake up at 04:00 to study

but idk why i didnt manage to hear my alarm clock

luckliy eric called at 06:30,

if not i wont be able to make it for my last paper ACS

THANKS ERIC!

i went in the exam class with my brain empty

still figuring out what is ACS!

i finish the paper in half an hour

when i submit the paper, the lecturer was like "HUH?! so fast?''

train to meet dear, bus to PS

watch Karate Kid *2 thumb up*

walk to ion, walk walk

brought my Royce chocolate

and thanks dear for remembering it! =)

bus to 6th Ave for brazillian buffet with dear and gg friend

i totally hate the part when there are so many meat serve,

although its yummy, but still, its fattening

i bet everyone have gain few kgs,

except for robert he should have gain more than all of us! haha!

robert jiu shi robert! =x

bus bac, slack and home sweet home

finally my mst is over

i can have a sweet sweet dream without knowing what time i need to get up tml!

and FINALLY i'm going ECP tml to roller blade! =) hahahaha~

and 25th june'10, guys dont forget our date at ECP! =)

its been really since a long long time since i have such an enjoyable day

and really smile because i feel damn happy! =)

A BIG THANKS TO DEAR FOR MAKING MY DAY GREAT =)

iloveyou.x3

i promise i will keep my promise

and dont be afraid i'll leave you

cause i never will! =)

2010-06-11T01:18:00.003+08:00

soooooo tired and slpy~~~~~~~~~~
last paper which is ACS
kinda feel like giving up but i cant =(
have to study now Now NOw NOW!~~~

i bet dear is slping like a pig now! haha =)
he will be fetching me from sp tml! =)
then to PS to watch Karate Kids and then to Brizillian Buffet!
a GREAT day tml! =)
time pass fast fast fast and faster!

ElaineTan is happy now,

although she is afraid of changes,

but she will never be afraid to face it with you

cause she believe

you will never hurt her in anyway

2010-06-10T19:43:00.002+08:00

went to dear house and stayovernight yesterday
woke up at 02:30 to study
but nth went in
so reach sch early and thanks to ameerah for teaching me DCS
the paper was damn easy! but i think i got quite a number of MCQs wrong =(

ONE LAST PAPER TO GO! =) wwwoooohooooo~~~~
and brizillian buffet with dear and gg friend tml!
lalala~ its been a long long time
and i really miss that time!

i hope i can do better than i expected for this mst
cause i really did study and i've never been so hardworking except for O lvls

all i wanna say to TANCHEWMING is

thanks for giving me everything & anything! =)

i'll be your someone to fall back on!

2010-06-09T17:11:00.002+08:00

This is WOOOoooOOO chih peng! haha

Monday was my first paper, EID ( electrical installation design )
KILLER PAPER! the last question was like WTF is this
Past yr paper also dont have this type of question

stay back and study with eric and co.
dear came to fetch me,
went to serangoon for his pub compy

rush home to get myself changed
pack my bag, went to love house and stay
study till midnight, slept for like few hours
then bus to sch meet up with eric and co.
the first time i took bus to sch. haha
had my breakfast and study awhile
and went on to have my ENG Maths exam
it was quite easy, hope i can score better than before!

after exam went to dear house to study for the whole afternoon
feeling so tired so i went to slp
and what a gd bf i have,
that keep disturb me and dont allow me to slp!
even FB my bro and ask him to call me wake up!
IDIOT BASTARD! HAHAHAHA

stayover at dear house,
went to sch early in the morning,
how i wish i stay so near SP that takes me like just 10 mins to school!
study awhile and here comes my CTA ( circuit theory analysis ) exam
kinda shit at it! was feeling damn tired and my eyes is like closing
so i did at a fast speed, finish at 1 hour
train home and slp!
have been reaching sch at 07:00 for the past few days!
really feeling tired!

feel like going home and slp 24 hours on fri, my last paper
but i feel more like going on a date with dear and friend =)

i wonder,
what will i be like
if i have never met TANCHEWMING =)
that never fail to make me smile like an idiot!

2010-06-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

went to study after that blade awhile
home sweet home

love,
i wanted to protect you,
like how you did
but i failed to do so. i'm sorry
i can only give you suggestion
but i cant help you make decision
sometimes, something, you have to face it yourself
friend cant help in anyway
but i promise,
i'll always be right here for you when you need me
and love you dearly like how you once did!

放手去爱吧，
就算受伤又如何？
之少你曾经爱过
就不会后悔！．

2010-06-06T13:31:00.002+08:00

had a great night out with all my love =)
cab to Hplaza find korkor and friend
slack awhile, proceed to love's house
watch some STUPID movie,
then bac to Hplaza meet up with dear and sino
pool till Hplaza is close
pei dear mac breakfast
home sweet home about 07:00

woke up by my noisy aunties!
bath and waiting for wendy now to go and study!
dear will be coming along too =) hee hee

i miss the time,
when you are never fear to say you love me
and you really do!

2010-06-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

woke up at around 08:00+
went to mac to study with love until 21:00
went to carpark, roller blade away
home sweet home

finish all my EID past yr paper
and left with 2 maths past yr paper!
dont really have any confident.
kinda dont think i will make it =(

IMISSTANCHEWMING

and i finally got to see him just now

although its only awhile

but i'm still HAPPY =)

saying iloveyou thousand time

is never enough to really mean how much iloveyou =)

2010-06-04T19:51:00.003+08:00

FAILED TO UPLOAD THE SECOND VIDEO!
THE FUNNIEST VIDEO!
BECAUSE CP TIO OWN MY ELAINE TAN! haha! =)

after lesson waited for like an hour
for the photographer and videographer!
TROUBLESOME GUYS!

the photoshoot started like so randomly!
and its so ps, so many ppl are looking at my cock face
and my whole face was tense up
ended up my cock face look more cocker!
haha! had fun with it! but was rather kinda going to melt because of the weather!
hongray will be sending me the pic in 2 or 3 days after touching up and all that!
wonder how cock it will look like?

after that went to FC2 had our lunch
and FINALLY my ameerah got to eat her MAC!
CP IS STANDING ON THE CURB!~~~ hahaha
that damn funny! if you catch no balls!
take a look at the video i post! you will know whats going on! =)

proceed to library but was full
so spend about an hour or so to search for available and suitable place to study
and BIG THANKS to our last yr ONOW lecturer,tan min min who help us open a classroom

kinda starting to fall in love with my bang,
except when the weather is not humid!

IMISSMYBF,TANCHEWMING!
it feels like i havent seen him for decade! =(
i promise,i'm not gonna break your heart AGAIN
so dont worry, you have weaken me from running away
i'm faithfully yours, always! =)
ILOVEYOU, dear! =)

2010-06-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

lesson today was shiok because it starts at 12:00 and end at 15:00
but i didnt manage to have enough slp
due to one idiot which i dont wanna mention =X

after lesson went home and tried on the EID past yr paper!
IT SARKS! idk how to do! like shit!

meeting eric and co tml to study after sch
and promise ameerah to have MAC lunch with her!
what a troublesome gf! haha =x
and then help eric's friend, hongray with some photoshot

3 more days to MST!
STRESS STRESS STRESS!
sian sian sian!

=( cant see dear for this few days!
kinda busy with my MST
and he got his things too! =(
miss him miss him!

2010-06-03T00:09:00.013+08:00

Great night out with Dear and Kor Kor
train to boonkeng, lily's sister house
bring tommy out to walk! =)

dear came and find us,
train back to Rplaza, KFC
slack and home sweet home! =)

i think that my bang isnt that bad la,
except when its humid weather
i can go die!

5 more days to MST, boring!
STRESS.ed! =)
need to study so i have no time for dear
but MST, all my time will be his! =)
lalala~~ =)

2010-06-02T14:08:00.002+08:00

got FULL MARKS for my EID quiz! =)
YES! haha...
MST coming, so soon~~~~
STRESS.ED!

eric, if i wait for you to morning call me,
i'm sure i'll be late for my lesson already!

darling working today,

so so so, i went home after school!

nth to do! so tired and no mood to study

miss you miss you!

I MISS TANCHEWMING! =)

and i'm looking forward to after my MST,

he will bring me out to play!

AND AND! DARLING,

pls read this,

your gf miss malaysia's food

so you shld know what to do la hoh? =)

2010-06-01T22:16:00.003+08:00

WHAT A LONG LONG DAY!
DCS labtest was ok!
but ACS labtest FARK LIKE SHIT!
I SERIOUSLY HATE THAT LECTURER!
ok! nvm, forget about her! spoilt my mood!

after lesson went to library meet up with eric and co. to study and cock
just reach home!
didnt manage to finish the 2 EID long question
kinda stuck there

was chatting about R/S thingy,
Q:Do you think your BF will change and your happiness last for a moment only?
A:hmm.. i dont think so.
Q:Why?
A:Cause we LOVE and TRUST each other! =)

i hope my MST finish FASTER!
and my BF,TANCHEWMING
pls TAKE NOTE of this!
Bring me out to PLAY!=)
miss you miss you!=)

2010-05-31T20:35:00.003+08:00

LESBIAN, i'm sorry i cant do anything
sorry for being so useless
just see you hanging there, at the cliff

BUT
i'll lend you my shoulder when you need to
i'll give you my ears to listen to you
i'll hold your hand to pull you through
i'll kick your butt and make sure you go through it!
i know its hard
i know the feeling when the whole world stand opp of you
when nth goes in your way
you feel like giving up,
losing like a loser
but pls promise me you will make it through
i'll be just here for you

NO MATTER WHAT
PLS DONT GIVE UP!
STAY STRONG!
ILOVEYOU =)

2010-05-31T20:16:00.002+08:00

ELAINE TAN IS URGENTLY LOOKING FOR JOB!

DCS was cancel today!
so i reach sch about 09:30 just to let ameerah copy my CTA tutorial 3
but somehow she didnt manage to! haha

after lesson went to find bastard office
waited an hour plus for him to finish up his thing
train to rivervale cc to submit my bursary thingy
double mac spicy *2 thumbs up* =)
FAT DAY FAT DAY! =(

bastard send me home and he went for mahjong session
wish i can go with him
but tml i'm having 2 prac test
so have to be home early to study

meeting eric and co. tml to study till 21:00 if i dont feel tired

bastard working till 21:00 from tue to thur! bored
no time to meet =(
i think i will miss him abit abit abit ONLY =) hee hee
after MST can meet everyday le! hee hee
going malaysia during my holiday with daddy mummy and bastard =)
lalala~ time to top up my things! =)

i'm sorry les,
i really cant help in anything
just felt so useless
i hope i can do sth
just sth that can make you happy
make you smile and forget everything
even for just a day!

2010-05-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

Suki Sushi for lunch today
but it dont taste that delicious as last time!
afterthat, train to find bastard!
went to his house study, slack!
went for a light dinner
home sweet home!

if you're afraid i'll walk away,
hold my hand tight!
if you're scare i'll run off,
hug me tight! =)
you flood me with your love
that weaken me from leaving!
so dont be afraid!
i'll just stay right beside you! =)

i miss you girl,
and i really hope
you're happy like i do
and that will be the reason
for me to hold on to this friendship FOREVER! =)

2010-05-30T00:54:00.003+08:00

girl, i know at time it will be hard for you
but pls dont give up!
i'll always be here for you! =)

lalala~ happy!
tml my lunch is suki sushi with daddy and mummy
then train to find bastard! =)
imisshim like he do! =)

STRESS! MST SCHEDULE OUT!
sian! because of bastard, i think my timing is cock!
it either ends at 10:00 or 12:00
and that timing is like he just reach office only! =(
nvm, can go find him for lunch and go bac home and study!

off to my bed to play my itouch now!
GOOD NIGHT & SWEET DREAMS! =)

ELAINETAN cant stop smiling!
cause i've everything i ever wanted
and thats enough! =)

2010-05-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

went out with my darling!
pool at Hplaza >> slack >> home sweet home!

i miss you girl,
more than anything else!
alot of time your word does hurt much
but i'm glad you are still here beside me! =)
i'm sorry for putting you into difficulties at time
but pls know!
you are always the best gift i had
AND thats enough! =)

2010-05-29T17:51:00.002+08:00

nua nua nua~ nua the whole day!
BORED BORING~
what shld i do now?
so lazy to do my tutorials and stuff! =(

really have to buck up for my studies!
MST COMING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIAN! =)

ElaineTan accept criticism,
because with that i improve, i grow, i learn, i gain and i lost!

wonder what is that bastard doing now!
imisshim =)

2010-05-28T21:15:00.007+08:00

didnt manage to wake up on time to meet eric and co.
reach sch about 13:00+
studied and cock.ed till 17:00
bastard came to fetch me! home sweet home
bastard one week off is over and he needs to be bac to work tml! =(
also not bad la, at least i can stay home and study for my MST! =) hee hee

looking forward to malaysia trip with wendy on august
maybe going Penang >> Genting >> KL

i wonder, will daddy say yes to bastard?.

tml going home to see daddy! IMISSHIM ILOVEHIM INEEDHIM!

have i found my Mr Right?
AGAIN and AGAIN i tot i found mine!
but it ends up to be others!
i dont know how TANCHEWMING manage to let me somehow believe in forever?.
that idiot and bastard pattern of his,
just never fail to make me smile like an idiot!
hes the one, that i dont feel stress with
and hes the one, that prove me simple love with TRUST! =)
i dont need any explaination to what you do
cause i know, you will never bastard me =)

iloveyou.x3

Elaine Tan is LOVED!

2010-05-28T00:36:00.004+08:00

didnt manage to wake up on time for my lesson,
so decided to skip sch for the first time in yr 2!
went to Hplaza pool and met this stupid lady! ..dots..

train to novena find bastard
went for my dental appointment
and i still got 3 to 4 more months to take my braces off
due to this this this that that that!

went to ps, wanted to watch robin hood
but the timing too cock, so watch Sherk Forever After instead!
FUNNY! =) =)

my walking journey today
PS >> Orchard >> PS >> Esplanade
sit down, chat chat for 2 hours plus
circle line bac home! =)

Breathless is the evidence that i've fallen for you,
Heartbeat is the evidence that i love you!

2010-05-26T20:20:00.005+08:00

today went home after lesson
change, eat maggi mee, rush down to khatid mrt meet up with wendy!
and she pei & waited for me!thanks wendy! iloveyou =)
ate prawn noodle at ssdc then go for my circuit revision at 15:20
instructor ask me to book for a 17:55 prac 4 slot!
but i was really too tired! so i rather go another time!
he say i was ok, except that my leg got some problem

bus home, meet mummy, went to eat KFC!
WHAT A FAT DAY!

home sweet home! tiring day!

i miss ***********!

i realise, you are the reason for my smile

when you're beside me,

my trouble didnt trouble me!

2010-05-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

today EID prac is fun!
manage to program the circuit lecturer wanted.

after lesson went to find that bastard!
went to GF again! =)
philip look fatter!
played for hours like yesterday

bastard send me home! =)

things is going too fast!

but why dont i feel tired? =)

2010-05-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

woke up late today!
but manage to reach sch in time!

after lesson meet up with bastard!
went to gf! =) haha!
happy~ its like finally i went there
philip look fatter! haha

pei bastard mac at Rplaza
home sweet home!

i couldnt deny the feeling,

cause its too true!

2010-05-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

went to compasspoint with mummy and bee bee
brought my itouch 32gb lalala~ =) damn happy
but my pocket one big big hole!

train to meet bf,
went to bugis, brought 2 pants
train back Rmall, daiso
brought the itouch screen protector
had my double mac spicy=) lalala~

bf, thanks! its always best to meet you! ILOVEYOU!
and stupid bf ask me to stop smiling to myself!
although i look like an idiot!
but i seriously cant stop smiling! lalala~
because of a bastard like you !

thanks, for always being here, beside me!

2010-05-23T10:08:00.002+08:00

Girls, this is for you ! =)

Artist: SHE
Song: 爱就对了

总是要流一些滚烫热泪

才能换来对于爱的体会

你看世界没有毁灭心也没有碎

其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱

受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱

所以别再沉溺有他的回忆有空再回忆

离开你的只有他但是爱还在

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人

可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受

我想那是人必经的折磨 Yeah~

也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手

受一点苦痛帮助她成熟

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人

可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐都是我的

别探听他的线索别等待他会回头

爱~ 不喜欢看人软弱

别继续把心封锁别躲在伤心里头

爱~ 万一来了别错过

爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人

可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐都是我的

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱

才会又爱人又伤害人

可是爱就对了爱了就值得

爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱

才会又爱人又伤害人

可是爱就对了爱了就值得

爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了

爱来了别错过

2010-05-23T09:33:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to my mama house,
notice how fast time can pass!
when i'm growing,
all my loves one is getting older!
and i have to accept the facts that one day, they'll leave me!

daddy fetch me to ssdc for my TTT,
pass, book RTT on 21 june 20:00

went to hougang, lalala~
and one auntie tot i only 13 or 14 yr old! WTF IS THIS ???
hello auntie! i'm turning 19!
so there were 2 bastard who laugh at my hair again!
is it that worst?

cab to serangoon to find that bastard!
drink drank drunk!~ abit tipsy,
he send me home! =)

going to buy my itouch soon soon soon!=) haha

going to meet bf soon~ lalala! i miss her =)

idk why they always like to make ppl's life difficult!

girl, know how much i miss you?

and i'm sorry, i'm not gonna start a R/S so soon!

let me enjoy first ok? =)

lalalalalala~

2010-05-22T10:33:00.004+08:00

Love Story by Rain

Without you by 2PM

bored boring! book my 2 TTT slot!
make sure i dont fail!
must faster end this nightmare!
haha! so nua to go for prac!~

Elaine Tan is still thinking of putting a tattoo behind the neck

wendy: stay strong girl! =)

if my daddy is free today! i wanna go buy itouch! =)
lalalalala~~~

2010-05-22T09:26:00.002+08:00

Elaine Tan feels much better after a long slp!
she decided to let you go
hope you will be happy
she will also move on happily! =)
she will go bac to the point when you havent reappear
and start everything again!
just want to thank you for everything you have done,
and everything you have not!

going for my TTT later if i'm not lazy

this will be the last time i say ILOVEYOU!

and elaine tan put a FULL STOP to it!

i believe you will make it to your dreams!

i will too! =)

GOODBYE PIG!

2010-05-21T12:49:00.004+08:00

woke up late! i tot i snooze my alarm,
but actually i stop it
so didnt manage to wake that johnny up on time!
heng i'm not late
cause we are having maths quiz today!
got FULL MARKS! =) HAPPY!

i'll prove you WRONG!
i'll get into a local uni!
BASTARD!

really feeling sick

if i continue like this everyday

i'll really end up in the hospital

how i wish i can just finish a slice of bread

so i wont feel that weak now

gastric pain is KILLING ME!

的乐快是你到看我让你请

你开离悔后会不就我样这

2010-05-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

Dont expect much and nth can disappoint you!

as expected, i failed my RTT
dont feel like taking bike anymore!
went to ssdc just now, and memories killing me!
everywhere i go its killing me!

tried to eat today!
but the food just makes me disguist
that vomit feeling! it SARKS!
end up eating nothing!
am i becoming a pro-ana?
if you dont know what is it
click the link : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pro-ana
i think sonner or later, i'll end up in the hospital with needles and pipes all over my body!

TANLIJIE LOST EVERYTHING!

2010-05-20T11:48:00.006+08:00

How can you forget someone who have so much for you to remember.

going to spend my 3 hours break in the library now!

i'm sorry girl, but i regretted calling you!
at least, i wont be so scare now!
you increased my sense of insecure!
AND IT SHIT!
no mood to study!.

do you have the feeling?

i'm alright!

but pls stop the temptation of touching the wound

just to see everything's alright?

because it still hurt!

2010-05-19T22:11:00.006+08:00

tired tired SO TIRED!
after lesson, stay bac to help eric with his CRS presentation tml!
GOOD LUCK!
leave school at about 17:30

A BASTARD DROP MY PHONE!

went to ice pool!

home sweet home!

shity day tml!
lesson from 08:00-11:00
3 hours break, lesson resume at 14:00-15:00
RTT at 20:00. boring! dont feel like going! TIRED LEI!NUA~

this afternoon, i couldnt finish my first meals since sunday!
i ate half way, theres a sudden feeling of vomit!
so i stop eating and some kinda feel that food is diguisting!
kinda, dont really dare to put food inside me mouth!
really very unconfortable,
feeling sick now!

thats sweet~

thanks guy! =)

2010-05-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

boring! because of bastard like you
i am still online now!. dots. i think the problem lies on me!
some kinda went siao le! but wasnt a bad one actually! =) hee hee

didnt manage to finish the chap 2 self study de!
so sian la! whole chunck of words!
i think there is some problem with the lecturer also!
saying about lecturer! THE ACS LEC IS PISSING ME OFF!
ask her this she ans me that, ask her that she ans me this!
how to study like that?. with or without her seems no difference to my ACS grade!

sorry,

i DONT exchange number!

2010-05-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

ok! i take back my word!
so hard to keep myself away from FB and Blog!
bac from the emo mood! kinda cool myself down already!
but my SIM card is still not inserted in my phone!

working double hard for my yr2! hope to have a GPA >2.5
tutorials tutorials, lecture lecture! bored but sometimes fun cause of some idiot!

ELAINE TAN IS REALLY STUDYING NOW!
why when everyone heard that,
they are like going 'WOW, elaine studying lei!' , 'WOW, the sky will drop money liao'
..dots.. is it really so hard to believe that i'm actually studying?
what is my motivation?
and where does my determination comes from?
idk?. just kinda wanna put everything in my studies!
better than wasting time doing nothing!

yesterday went to serangoon pub,
that pub i went before! i remember daniel was the one who brough us there
tried the butter scot(idk how to spell). kinda sweet! nice =)
and another funny one which i have to drink it and suck the slice of orange!
dont worry, i was not drunk! =)
reach home around 1a.m
went to slp immediately and i manage to wake up on time for my lesson!*clap clap*

abit abit abit touched ONLY!

is it a heartbeat or a heartbreak?

what am i going to do that 3d2n?

SIAN.ED!

2010-05-16T15:57:00.002+08:00

TAN LI JIE WILL BE GOING MIA FOR A WEEK!
JUST DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING/FB-ing/MSN
SHE NEEDS A SMALL REST BEFORE SHE CAN MOVE ON
SHE NEEDS TO DO THIS IN ORDER TO FORGET YOU!
SHE REALLY NEED TO DO SO!
BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER BE BACK!

2010-05-16T11:51:00.003+08:00

had my mac breakfast early in the morning, 4a.m
filled my stomach and i went to slp!
its been ages since i ate mac bf!

headache worsten, have the feel of vomiting recently,
damn xin ku, shld visit the poly clinic this wed.
thur need to go TTSH.
and if i never remember wrongly,
my RTT is coming thur!
i know nth about it! sure fail de
somehow, feel like giving up le!
dont wanna take anymore
because i just dont feel like going alone !
..dots. whatever!

if i never wanted anything,
i wont have lost everything!

I MUST FINSIH MY TUTORIALS BY TODAY!
NO TEMP NO TEMP
NO POOL NO POOL!

把你喜欢的发型全都剪掉！

2010-05-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

STARTING TO MISS MY OLD HAIR STYLE!

2010-05-15T20:22:00.005+08:00

dont know why? just got addicted to the song!
on my mp3 repeat mode!
today just went to toa payoh to have my hair cut&dye
..dots.. abit REGRETTED! damn funny!
i bet i will be laughed at for this kinda hairstyle!

have to finish my tutorials by tonight!
so tml i'll be free to go bac to visit my mummy&daddy!

malaysia coming up. lalala~
going to genting next month, during my holidays
but then, all my aunty and popo will be at the casino
so what am i going to do being the only teenager there? =(

maybe going to malacca this month if my daddy say 'yes, i sponsor you go'
haha! that will be like in my dream only!

ps:imissyou!

2010-05-14T18:37:00.003+08:00

i over estimated myself
i tot i could, but i couldnt
i tot i can, but i cant
i tot its wrong, but its right
i tot its just some childish anger again
but it turn out to be serious!

feel bored, I WANNA PLAY POOL NOW!
wanna go drink drank drunk
wanna go sing sang sung

STUPID BASTARD!
I DONT LIKE HIM!
DONT LOVE HIM!
AND I WILL NEVER BE WITH HIM!
IDIOT! WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND!

i rather not to receive your msg

if its like that!

if thats the heavy price i need to pay,

i'll pay for it

but i dont wanna keep the receipt!

2010-05-14T13:26:00.002+08:00

ITS JUST SO HARD TO GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND!

then just let things stay inside my heart

lock it and it became a secret!

2010-05-13T21:30:00.007+08:00

tue had our EID prac!
and seriously, ITS DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN! =)

wed went to suntec after lesson for japanese buffet! =)
overall: okok la

nth much to blog! in that kinda shit mood!

2010-05-13T21:21:00.002+08:00

MISS ELAINE TAN IS IN A SHIT MOOD NOW!
i wanna stay away from all those things!
i just want to concentrate on my studies!

shawn yeo,
if you wanna think it this way,
then go ahead, i'm not stopping you
nor will i change your thinking
i dont wanna do any explaination
cause if you understand me, you will know me
but if you dont, then you shld know what to do!

judge me if you want! i just wanna stay out of all those things!
i dont want history to repeat!
i dont want to be in a tornado and tooks yrs to get out of that
thats enough! ONCE IS ENOUGH!

2010-05-07T16:28:00.002+08:00

JUST FARK MY LIFE!

time pass real fast in poly,
the third week just pass!
and for this 3 weeks,
i've never skip any lesson and late for just once only!
hee hee*two thumbs* up! =)

nth interesting about my life!
just studies and studies,
except for today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMEERAH! =)
i hope you find a boyfriend soon to control your crazyness =)
and just FYI, ameerah loves to send me nonsense msg,
saying 'she love me', 'nobody can replace me in her heart'
i think she is ALWAYS damn bored at home! haha

what are all the FARKING GUYS thinking?

cant we even MEET OUR FRIENDS?

we CANT have our FREEDOM yet YOU CAN!

we CANT do anything yet YOU CAN!

we got that 100% CANT,

you got that 100% CAN

that is why we always ended up in nasty situation!

your simple msg asking me not to post,

make me cried in the mrt,

ever realise how hurtful that short sentence was?

2010-05-02T10:25:00.002+08:00

went to bugis fishing yesterday!.
lose away all the coins,
like that also good la,
can concentrate on studies!

nth to do today! felt so so so so shag~
just nua at home the whole day bah
WHY DO I HAVE TO WAKE UP SO EARLY!
0.o because my phone drop from my top double decker bed to the floor
so my feeling was, shit! what a suay day!

what shld i do today?
got the mood to study but no nice place for me to study!

FEEL LIKE PRIVATING MY BLOG!
LIKE THAT NO ONE CAN SEE!
SO I CAN WRITE DOWN ALL MY FEELINGS!
haix haix haix~.........

if i'm that bitch you tot,

i wont be with you at first!

cant you just use your brain to think

instead of your butt!

2010-04-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

after lesson meet up with bf at kovan,
treat bf eat hongkong cafe as her birthday present
last yr treat swensen, this yr hongkong cafe
next yr shld bring her go eat buffet
like that she can 永远吃不肥(buffet)！

hilda came afterwards,
went to ice pool play awhile,
bf and hilda went home

i train to hougang,
meet up with marie,
eat suki sushi
home sweet home

things turn out to be nasty for us

what are we holding on now?.

the forever we use to think

have become invisble.

I'M STUCK!

2010-04-27T18:27:00.001+08:00

SHAWN YEO YI HAN PISSED ME OFF!.

2010-04-27T18:14:00.002+08:00

my practical equiment! FUN~

today prac was FUN but my dear ameerah say NO! haha =)

today time pass quite fast too!

like never did anything much!

and EID Prac and EID Lecture seems to be different module

those who taking EID shld know what i'm talking about

you irritates me

my class only got 2 girl

you can request from SP to change DEEE/2A05 to all girls

so you can FANG XIN and let me have some PEACE!

2010-04-25T10:00:00.003+08:00

clean up my drawer and found out this teenage magazine which anthony was writing on the artical and asked me for helped by writing my opionion
this is the fishing machine in bugia arcade that caught all my baby attention that he forgot that i'm beside him dead bored!
his concenrate face when his coin is ending soon

thats the face when he caught big fish! hee hee

2010-04-25T09:54:00.001+08:00

MY BABY LAUGH AT ME FOR GETTING GRADE B ONLY IN ENGINEERING MATHS!

2010-04-24T09:36:00.002+08:00

yesterday my fever went down
but still wasnt really fully recover
i still went to sch for lesson which ends at 12:00

first time my baby waited for my lesson to end
went to bugis fishing
train home before the peak hour start
try out the circle line

reach home cook dinner
home sweet home

how i wish my baby that sweet everyday~

i realise i've lost my best friend

and she will never be back

2010-04-22T13:59:00.002+08:00

couldnt slp at night,

cab to Hplaza meet up with aiai

pool slack smoke ate breakfast

cab back home around 5a.m

slept for 2 hours,

woke up and reliase i was late for my lesson

so i have to rush here and there

i'm still feeling so sick now!

and thanks bf!.

how great it will be

to have everything start afresh!

and thanks aiai

i always do love you

2010-04-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

today lesson starts at 09:00,
finally an hour later
yesterday night wasnt feeling well le.
reach home jiu sneeze all the way

monring wake up jiu jialat
afternoon more jialat
skip the make up lesson
as i wasnt really feeling well
having flu and fever that nearly kills me

wanted to see doctor but nobody acc me. =(
so just went home and take a few hours nap
wake up seems much better

but after cooking porridge and ate it
my fever came back. shag.

EID module is killing me!
moke chim then peee! DIE =(

pls! let me recover tml!
i dont wanna skip lesson already!
if not i dont know what the lecturer will be teaching

and thanks ameerah for helping me to print the bursary and timetable!
my good classmate =) haha

how are you, my friend?

you are still the same,

you gave up things

you always yearn for.

2010-04-20T20:42:00.002+08:00

woke up early again!
lesson starts at 08:00! boring
went in gems class like idiot, one person sitting down there
lucky there was deborah there =)
and i register myself a stupid gems;
appeciating cross culture difference, under school of business

after that went for our EID prac.
wowwowwow! its fun fun fun!
but the EID lecture was boring
the lecturer was like just mumbling to himself in the lecture hall
lesson shld end at 17:00 today
but it always end early on the very first lesson
so i end at 15:00 today
went to bugis meet up with bee bee

home sweet home

whoes the one that is cursing me,

that i sneeze throughout the night

2010-04-19T19:36:00.003+08:00

first day of yr 2 and my first lesson was cancel!
i still reach sch at 7.45 when my lesson starts at 8
and the lesson cancel was announce at 8.15
what a stupid lecture!

so slack slack smoke smoke! time pass~
first time lecture in the lecture hall!
wow~ it makes me more slpy!
sian sian sian! must study must study!

lesson was suppose to end at 17:00
but mrs thio release us at 15:45
two thumbs up! =)

i'm glad to hear that you're fine!

promise broken

that broke my path

i'm so weak to go on now

because every step i took

it just hurt!

2010-04-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

finally after 4 months,
i went to the new SSDC to attend my prac 3.2
as expected,flunk!
my hand was shaky! SO NERVOUS!
the simulator SARKS!

today my time at SSDC:
08:00~17:00 for my 4theory lesson
17:55~20:00 for prac 3.2
new circuit, unfamiliar road! driving me crazy
book 3 theory trial test tml starts at 19:45,20:35+ and 21:25+
45 mins for each test! needs to score 46/50!
PRAY PRAY PRAY!
maybe going for 2nd prac3.2 tml!

SO SO SO SO TIRED!
need to wake up early again tml for my dental app!=(

i will NEVER be forgotten

because i was NEVER remembered!

2010-04-12T23:04:00.004+08:00

YESH YESH YESH! my bed is back!
SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY! =) lalalala~

today went to toa payoh pei popo walk walk
bee bee came too after his lesson
i just brought a small colgate plax
just so great to be home! =)

you just cant stop your nonsense

from thinking i've an affair with whosoever,

when you cut all my communication!

dont you think its funny?.

2010-04-12T12:24:00.001+08:00

please catch me when i fall!

bf,hug hug='(

2010-04-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN!
same pattern same pattern same pattern!
you just dont care whether i'm happy or not!
TOTALLY SHIT MOOD NOW !

2010-04-08T00:10:00.004+08:00

this 2 days went out with popo and family,
yesterday went for massage! SHIOK! =)
then walk walk,WuEe brought me a C&K shoe

today auto wake up earlywatch another cinderella story online
cab to suntec for breakfast buffet
after filling our stomach we've to walk through city link to get to city hall mrt
throughout the way, we've to use the handicapp liftand it makes my popo like a queen.
heard all the passby saying, this is tehnology!

watched Clash of a Titians, rate it average
had our dinner at the Kopitiam and back home
today is a tiring day,
but it never STOP my MISSES for baby!
although he is unreasonable! =x

tired~

2010-04-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

bac from KL yesterday night
didnt really enjoy cause there isnt anything fun to do
KL have alot of high end shopping center which is also available in singapore
except it is much more bigger
went to sunway paramid shopping center
ice skate there, the price is half of singpore! wow~ CHEAP!
but i really think that singapore is really much more better to skate

went to KL tower which i can view the whole KL,
wow wow~ beautiful scence =)

thanks baby for the small small surprise
he brought me a necklace which i like! =) lalala~

tried the 三色奶茶, not bad not bad
went to chinatown tried their famous noodle, buai pai la~

photos will be updated soon! =)

i miss that silly girl much much~

2010-03-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

just nua at home the whole day!
no where to go
no mood to do anything
just watched some hongkong dramas and barbie,haha
i just hate that kind barbie dolls
but i love barbie's movie! =)
ya.ya. i know its kinda childish!
but sometime its good to watch some of this fairytale movie,
so we wont be that realistic!

yima went back to malaysia to 拜清明
so i'll be waking up early in the morning to bring popo down for exercise
then cook their lunch
and wait for SiEe to come up before i even step out of my house

confusion! idk which bag to bring for KL! haha~
wish.ed that you were here!

i need a listening ear!

i need your stupid advice!

i need a shoulder NOW!

my tears DRY up

because i cried for you to be BACK

but you NEVER will!

2010-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morning to acc my popo for her eye app at NEC
went to chinatown after that..
and my baby wanted to sit these small small cars that children love to sit
got music that kind! he tot he still small! haha~~

my aunty came along too,
went to vivo walk walk walk~
and the shirt i brought for baby,got hole de!
BF, i tot you check le say ok de?
went to topshop but they dont allow for a change cause baby is wearing it
had a great day out! =) enjoyed but tired! hee hee

going KL on thur, evening bus.
i wanna go genting! =) lalala~

my days without you are bored,
i lost a true friend,
a listening ears,
and a good lesbian
i couldnt find you back
the only thing you left was memories
memories that make me misses you much
i couldnt walk my path without you but i have to go on
i love you my friend,
i know you loved me too,
but except that love is not enough!

2010-03-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

dating with bf yesterday
went to watch how to train a dragon(3D) at the cathay
walk to cityhall
ate our dinner at Carls Jr. without the absent of my Chilli beef cheese fries =) yummy!

brought a boxer at zara
and 2 shirts at topmen for baby
i'm shopping for baby, not for myself! abit funny!

meet up with baby
home sweet home =)

slept at 06:00 woke up at 10:00
acc popo to Rmall to buy food for steamboat tml
saw BF! haha~ what a small small world! =)

roller blade awhile, really awhile
and.. that feeling.. your absent..

bf, really thanks for your listening ears,

felt really better after that!

MUCH THANKS! iloveyou =)

2010-03-26T04:25:00.002+08:00

好朋友，

今天思念好沉重！
怀念有你的存在
来不及说出口的话
还藏在心里
你是否过的好？
记忆里还存着我的影子吗？
还是我早已被你忘了
我真心希望你是快乐的！

，你一辈子的好lesbian

2010-03-25T12:33:00.002+08:00

my blog is like so messy
shld find some free day to change it
actually, everyday i'm free, just lazy only.

going Kl on april fool day will be back on 04april
i have been like keep travelling this yr
although is near near de, but its still travelling

nth much to blog, everyday same routine
except for yesterday which i did really enjoy with baby
had our lunch at suki >> pool >> bowling

sometimes i do wonder,
is i dont feel like playing pool or i dont dare to play?.

the biggest problem we always have was TRUST!
and it build a wall between us

i am scare to step on your mines,

break the rules you set!

2010-03-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

SP msg me early in the morning !.
and YESH YESH YESH ! =) i PASSED!~
PROMOTED TO YR2! =)
i make it! lalala ~
but my gpa sarks ! =(

2010-03-15T17:21:00.002+08:00

recently have been staying at home acc my popo!
life is so fragile! must treasure before you regret

some words stuck in my mouth.
just wanted to to say

Dear Marie,
how have you been?.
you are missed by me!
i hope without me,
everything will be better for you!
i hope you've grown up to be what you always wished.
i hope you takecare of yourself.
and hope you have found your happiness this time!

best regard,
LiJie